Sorry
Sorry i have not posted for so long. A long standing illness i struggle with flared up and put me out of commission for a while and since then i have found it difficult to get back to blogging. I hope to start again soon.
Inside is the new outside
Fall.
Autumn.
Opens
the joy of inside.
cutting cold
falling rain
drifting snow
blustering wind
cooool temperatures
redefine
inside/outsides
rolls.
Now inside is the new outside;
the place we
want to be in.
No longer do we dreamily stare out the window
wishing to sit outside on the grass
in the sun;
now we look with longing
through windows
at warm interiors
with heaters blasting
wishing for a comfy chair
as we endure
the elementals of outside
that follow fall.
Seize the Day
I have heard
‘Seize the Day’
and thought:
‘Thats a great idea’,
but left it unused
as a life strategy.
Now,
suddenly
it is imprinted
on my heart
SEIZE THE DAY
tatooed
deeply.
I ask her out.
Irony part I
I smile at the irony
that anxiety of people
follows me
often deliniating my life,
but my happiest has existed
in people proximity,
girlfriends especially,
and in my communities events.
Now alone mostly
with many things
walks, watching hockey
museums, events
i see they lack
the colour
depth
dimension
fullness
of when they were shared.
Even aloneness at home
is becoming black and white,
losing its colour,
making me long to change the picture,
switch to a new show;
i have to figure out how to work the controls
without a manual.
frustration!
May this increasing longing
overule my anxiety;
become so strong
only action can occur
toward people.
Skitzophrenic Trees
Leaves fall,
striking the earth
steathily
but,
announce their intentions
with wild colour change.
Those crazy leaves.
